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siler miyim hiç herzamn orda bi yerdesin hep olacaksın..

neden? cunku, black is not a color...

back but not in black....

efenim sizi görmek pek güzel, eskilerden birileri kalmis süper:)

sizi dutabilir miyim matmazel?
doğumgününüzü bile tutarım hatta
;)
mutlu yıllar lilith hanımcım :)

istanbullardan getireceğim siparişlerinizi, aklımda ;)

hepi pörtlek lilith :)
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mutlu yıllar miniş : )

istanbul'da bir hafta ve okula, izmir'e dönüş..hangisi kabus hangisi rüya bilemiyorum/z zaman zaman...

Hey dostum, yanılıyorsun! Asıl, yaratıcılık alkolü arttırır.

Karanlık sözler yazıyorum hayatım hakkında.
Ve rüzgâr buruşturuyor polis raporlarını
kadınlar fazlasıyla günaha giriyorlar
bazı solgun gömleklerin çözük düğmelerinden
çelik tırpan gibi silkiniyor çocuklar
denizin satırları arasında.
Gece arsızca kükrüyor paslı beyninde şehrin
küfre yaklaştıkça inancım artıyor.

Karanlık sözler yazıyorum hayatım hakkında
öyle yoruldum ki yoruldum dünyayı tanımaktan
saçlarım çok yoruldu gençlik uykularımda
acılar çekebilecek yaşa geldiğim zaman
acıyla uğraşacak yerlerimi yokettim.
Ve şimdi birçok sayfasını atlayarak bitirdiğim kitabın
başından başlayabilirim.

walking through the stoned cats avenue

algının toplam kapı sayısı belirsizdir. nothingness shots me. knocked down, it's like a theraphy.blind and deaf and dumb. that does not mean you are numb.
fear and anxiety killing you. welcome nothingness, than you feel relief. in your heart punch the belief. this ain't a word game. when will you realize I created you all? I have seen my end. find your point in it. . . .a declaration of fantasies. holding you tight and ready. never lets you sleep, never lets you fall down or embrace what is in your hands. always keeps the distance. a gray blind point. even god cannot see. by the way can god see?

sıkılıyorum mütemadiyen..bugun en guzel ölümümü buldum yolda yururken. . . . .

biliyorum ben ya cennet ya cinnet.....(yamulmuyorsam galip tekin) neyse, in-between......

Baby, have you seen, there is a snake in our paradise
A serpent that's wriggling between us
and freezing our feelings to ice

And with each drop of blood we bleed because of this
something so precious dies and it feels it really is...

Killing Me Killing You
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away

Burning Me Burning You
Burning us to ash
Drowning us in a sea of flames

Darling, do you feel, there is a storm coming our way
The burning light between us is already starting to fade
The fire in our hearts is smothered by the rain
and the crimson flame of passion turns into something gray

And with each drop of blood our shattered hearts ever bleed
something so precious dies and is lost eternally

Killing Me Killing You
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away

Burning Me Burning You
Burning us to ash
Drowning us in a sea of flames

Each teardrop from your eyes
makes something inside me die
Each of these days that draws us part
takes a piece from my heart

Kill me kill me kill me again with your love
and chase the storm away
Bring me bring me bring me the end with your love
and haunt the demons away

Killing Me Killing You
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away

Burning Me Burning You
Burning us to ash
Drowning us in a sea of flames

Kill me kill me kill me again with your love
and chase the snake away
Bring me bring me bring me the end with your love
and haunt the serpent away

When the routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
But emotions wont grow
And were changing our ways,
Taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again

Why is the bedroom so cold
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
Our respect run so dry?
Yet there's still this appeal
That weve kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again

Do you cry out in your sleep
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just cant function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart again?

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it could have been so good or it could have been so easy...